I am still struggling with my time management and don’t feel like I am achieving much at all at the moment (nothing art wise). I feel like I’m busy all the time, but, well you know how life is sometimes – it’s complicated.

I had been hoping to have figured out a way to photograph the whole of my Junk Journal by now and make a slide show. I even thought I’d be able to make a video of a flip through of the journal. But so far all I’ve managed to do is take one half decent photo of the first spread in the journal. There is a flap inside the front cover that obscures most of page 1 until it is opened up.

The quotes on the flap say: “The most important words we will ever utter are those we say to ourselves when we are by ourselves” Al Winter

The first signature of the journal was made from and old map. I cut out letters from magazines and spelled out the quote “All those who wander, are not lost”. I’ve always liked wandering and exploring.

I also pasted the pink paper with another quote onto that page. I used to have the quote on my desk at work to help boost my confidence.

Your life has purpose
Your story is important
Your dreams count
Your voice matters
You were born to make an impact.

To be honest though I don’t think I ever made much of an impact at work. I liked the people I worked with and I always did my best, but I was never very comfortable in the corporate environment. Still I stuck it out for nearly 30 years and it allowed me to purchase my home and have some decent holidays. I always got compliments about my work from my managers, but I wasn’t one to push myself forward or make a noise about my achievements. I was never that bothered about climbing the corporate ladder.

I have now realised that I don’t need to tell you what all the quotes in my journal say because if you click on any image on my blog you should be able to open it up larger and zoom in if you are interested in reading what it says. (Should you be interested).

Most of my time recently has been taken up in the garden so I am being busy but not with my art practice. About 10 years ago I made some raised beds to make the gardening a bit easier for T. This is what they looked like when finished.

A couple of years ago, when T was very unwell and unable to get into the garden at all for over a year, I noticed one of the beds was falling apart so I carried out some repairs. This year I noticed another of the beds (the one in the middle) was falling apart so I’m now in the process of repairing that one too. It was actually more damaged than I first realised so I am almost having to rebuild almost the whole thing. I had to order more wood so I’m having a few days break from the work while I’m waiting for it to be delivered. I think this will be the last time I will be able to do work like this. It’s very heavy, physical work and I’m getting older all the time. I’m still OK at the moment but things take longer and are more difficult for me now. I’m hoping that when I’ve finished this bed it will last a few more years. Realistically I can’t see T and I carrying on with the garden for much longer now. We’ll see.

I just realised that I must have made that video, but for the life of me I can’t remember how I did it. One day I’ll get time to figure it out again.

So that is my news for now, I will update you when this garden project is finished and then I have another one to work on before I can start to concentrate more on my art practice.

Take good care of yourselves
Big Love AJ xxxxx